Earlier this week while cleaning my cupboard when I came across my Journal. Though I terribly failed at keeping a journal, there were pretty amazing experiences that I actually kept account of. Details about events, experiences and feelings that I don't even remember now were scribbled in the most organized organized manner. Its was more like reading a life story. And it was my life story.
So, here i'm sharing a few random lines from here and there. Not much details. Haha!
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27th FEBRUARY
2012
05:04 pm
Went to orientation session in
the morning. It wasn’t that bad. Made some new friends. Too bad they are all
doing teaching.
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29th FEBRUARY 2012
7:14 pm
Just finished law class and
waiting for English class to start. It’s really weird here. I don’t know how
long it would take these people in this class to speak to each other. Or at
least smile. Am I the only one who is frustrated with all the awkward silence?
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2nd MARCH 2012
5:50 am
Nightmares. Creepy, scary night
mares. God! I can't sleep.
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5th MARCH 2012
10:12 am
Just finished reading 'The
Notebook'. Better than the movie. I had to hold back a few tears. FYI, the
movie didn't even make me remotely close to crying.
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8th MARCH 2012
3:17 am
Boring night. Ended up watching
Pirates of the carribean. Again! Jonny
Dep <3
Ps: "Me, I'm a dishonest
man. And for a dishonest man you can always predict to be dishonest. It’s the
honest ones that you really need to look out for. You never know when they will
do something really… stupid" Just had to share it. Love that dialogue.
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10th MARCH 2012
11:20 pm
Bought new shoes tonight. It
matches perfectly with my brown blazer.
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14th MARCH
2012
7:21 pm
What on earth happened just
now? Okay. He smiled. He even tried to make a conversation. I could see that he
was trying to fight through his shyness. But what did I do? Absolutely nothing.
I even declared not to sit with him. I mean, who does that? Well, apparently I
do. Why do I have to be so mean? And rude!
Ps: Okay. Stop thinking about
stupid stuff and for the love of god try to study something, you dumb as a sack
of potato.
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17th MARCH 2012
4:24 pm
I miss Missy. He called last
night. It was awesome to hear him talk. And yes, he no longer blabbers over the
phone. Oh how I wish I was there to see him grow.
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2nd APRIL 2012
12:25 am
Went to hulhumale' yesterday
with him and bunch of classmates. Ate ice-cream so peacefully in my own way
after so many days. Loved it. And guess what? He looks really hot in shorts.
Like smoking hot. Could barely keep my eyes off his legs.
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11th APRIL 2012
10:21 pm
Today was a chaos. Had classes
at 1 in the afternoon. Unfortunately, the class winded up quickly due to the
Tsunami Alert. Everything is back to normal. Thank you God!
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19th APRIL 2012
5:40 pm
Sometimes in life you lose
everything. You feel so lonely. Life sucks. You feel like you're torn inside.
And nobody can mend you.
Ps: I feel so frustrated.
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24th APRIL 2012
11:34 pm
Rainy day. Roads were filled
with water and it was a fun sight to watch. Walked home just to get into the
muddy puddles. Had fun.
Ps: I know it hurts him to see
me happy.
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30th APRIL 2012
6:01 pm
Tip, tap of the rain. The
flickering lights in the hallway. The dry shredded leaves in the pots. Leaves
falling from the tree. In slow motion. Dancing to the tune of the wind.
What the fuck am I writing?
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12th MAY 2012
11:08 am
I think I might be suffering
from Insomnia. Barely slept last night.
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22nd MAY 2012
6:36 pm
Sitting alone and listening to
music. Most probably looking like a loner right now. And this cat is scaring
the shit outta me. Go away you nasty looking cat. May be its just hungry.
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23rd MAY 2012
06:05 pm
I'm in law class. Scored highest
in last exam. He got the lowest mark. Definitely nothing to be happy about.
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24th MAY 2012
10:17 am
I'm stuck here. He offered me a
ride home. I refused. Why do I have to be so prude and uptight all the time?
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1st AUGUST 2012
11:03 pm
Had an awesome bus ride today.
Met this awesome bus conductor who actually was a lady. GO LADIES, GO LADIES.
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7th AUGUST 2012
11:00 pm
12 days for my birthday. Can
hardly wait. Gonna be a Legal Adult.
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9th DECEMBER 2012
1:17 am
End of years is definitly the
best time. I know the spelling of definitely is incorrect. But who cares.
Ps: My phone is dead.
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21st MARCH 2013
2:38 am
I'm not sleepy. I can't sleep.
Don’t know why. Duh! May be because I slept until late the other day. Just
found a cockroach in my room. Please don’t fly. Please don’t.
Ps: I killed it with a broom. I was quite the tragedy.
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8th AUGUST 2013
5:44 pm
Are soul mates really real?
Fuck NO! Don’t let anyone change your mind. They are not REAL. Okay.
