Dear Diary

Earlier this week while cleaning my cupboard when I came across my Journal. Though I terribly failed at keeping a journal, there were pretty amazing experiences that I actually kept account of. Details about events, experiences and feelings that  I don't even remember now were scribbled in the most organized organized manner. Its was more like reading a life story. And it was my life story. 

So, here i'm sharing a few random lines from here and there. Not much details. Haha!

Image credits :)

27^th FEBRUARY 2012

05:04 pm

Went to orientation session in the morning. It wasn’t that bad. Made some new friends. Too bad they are all doing teaching.

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29^th FEBRUARY 2012

7:14 pm

Just finished law class and waiting for English class to start. It’s really weird here. I don’t know how long it would take these people in this class to speak to each other. Or at least smile. Am I the only one who is frustrated with all the awkward silence?

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2^nd MARCH 2012

5:50 am

Nightmares. Creepy, scary night mares. God! I can't sleep.

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5^th MARCH 2012

10:12 am

Just finished reading 'The Notebook'. Better than the movie. I had to hold back a few tears. FYI, the movie didn't even make me remotely close to crying.

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8^th MARCH 2012

3:17 am

Boring night. Ended up watching Pirates of the carribean. Again!  Jonny Dep <3

Ps: "Me, I'm a dishonest man. And for a dishonest man you can always predict to be dishonest. It’s the honest ones that you really need to look out for. You never know when they will do something really… stupid" Just had to share it. Love that dialogue.

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10^th MARCH 2012

11:20 pm

Bought new shoes tonight. It matches perfectly with my brown blazer.

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 14^th MARCH 2012

7:21 pm

What on earth happened just now? Okay. He smiled. He even tried to make a conversation. I could see that he was trying to fight through his shyness. But what did I do? Absolutely nothing. I even declared not to sit with him. I mean, who does that? Well, apparently I do. Why do I have to be so mean? And rude!

Ps: Okay. Stop thinking about stupid stuff and for the love of god try to study something, you dumb as a sack of potato.

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17^th MARCH 2012

4:24 pm

I miss Missy. He called last night. It was awesome to hear him talk. And yes, he no longer blabbers over the phone. Oh how I wish I was there to see him grow.

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2^nd APRIL 2012

12:25 am

Went to hulhumale' yesterday with him and bunch of classmates. Ate ice-cream so peacefully in my own way after so many days. Loved it. And guess what? He looks really hot in shorts. Like smoking hot. Could barely keep my eyes off his legs.

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11^th APRIL 2012

10:21 pm

Today was a chaos. Had classes at 1 in the afternoon. Unfortunately, the class winded up quickly due to the Tsunami Alert. Everything is back to normal. Thank you God!

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19^th APRIL 2012

5:40 pm

Sometimes in life you lose everything. You feel so lonely. Life sucks. You feel like you're torn inside. And nobody can mend you.

Ps: I feel so frustrated.

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24^th APRIL 2012

11:34 pm

Rainy day. Roads were filled with water and it was a fun sight to watch. Walked home just to get into the muddy puddles. Had fun.

Ps: I know it hurts him to see me happy.

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30^th APRIL 2012

6:01 pm

Tip, tap of the rain. The flickering lights in the hallway. The dry shredded leaves in the pots. Leaves falling from the tree. In slow motion. Dancing to the tune of the wind.

What the fuck am I writing?

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12^th MAY 2012

11:08 am

I think I might be suffering from Insomnia. Barely slept last night.

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22^nd MAY 2012

6:36 pm

Sitting alone and listening to music. Most probably looking like a loner right now. And this cat is scaring the shit outta me. Go away you nasty looking cat. May be its just hungry.

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23^rd MAY 2012

06:05 pm

I'm in law class. Scored highest in last exam. He got the lowest mark. Definitely nothing to be happy about.

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24^th MAY 2012

10:17 am

I'm stuck here. He offered me a ride home. I refused. Why do I have to be so prude and uptight all the time?

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1^st AUGUST 2012

11:03 pm

Had an awesome bus ride today. Met this awesome bus conductor who actually was a lady. GO LADIES, GO LADIES.

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7^th AUGUST 2012

11:00 pm

12 days for my birthday. Can hardly wait. Gonna be a Legal Adult.

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9^th DECEMBER 2012

1:17 am

End of years is definitly the best time. I know the spelling of definitely is incorrect. But who cares.

Ps: My phone is dead.

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21^st MARCH 2013

2:38 am

I'm not sleepy. I can't sleep. Don’t know why. Duh! May be because I slept until late the other day. Just found a cockroach in my room. Please don’t fly. Please don’t.

Ps: I killed it with a broom. I was quite the tragedy. 

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8^th AUGUST 2013

5:44 pm

Are soul mates really real? Fuck NO! Don’t let anyone change your mind. They are not REAL. Okay.